It's been a long time time coming and
I'm ready to make my claim against an era
Of of self loathing and pain,
I gave
all that I had into what I thought
What I thought this should be and now that I'm on the outside looking in
I think it's safe to say
it's better off this way and when I was at my best
I now see was just what you made up
As I lost myself in hope of keeping
you,
And I'm ready to leave that behind
Because I'm worth more than that
I'm more then just an ear to talk to,
I deserve to be
treated as I treated you
In what I thought my perfect life was
The past is nothing more than thoughts,
Thoughts of how I
could change the outcome
And now I'm seeing in,
I'm glad things enden this way
Becuase I was never wrong,
This is not what
life intended to be