[Music and lyrics by Perttu Kivilaakso]
All that I ever wanted
To understand my nightmares
Possessed by my
fears
Betrayed by my pride
Alone I wandered in the deepest dark
Seeking comfort from the vanity
Each time I escaped the
real
My soul died, died a bit more
Confronting the evil within
Praying for my angel to appear
Agonized whisper into the
emptiness
Begging for salvation - salvation for this cursed mind
Words without meaning
Touch without feeling
I do not
recognize my own face
Eyes that were once shining
Now extinguished
Left only a silent cold
Sound of a tear falling down
In
the desperate hour of loneliness
This shattered heart reaching
For it's relief - the relief it cannot find
Glance without
affection
Kiss without sensitivity
Promise without comprehension
Love without hope
I do not remember my own tale
Betrayed
by my anger
Betrayed by my delusions
Betrayed by my lust
(I wish)
Strength - to be released from my demons
(I
desire)
Wisdom - to forgive the past
To forgive me