I'm looking back on a time when I could say I actually thought I cared about you
But after everything I've been put though
I realise
that I've been living with false hope
It's drowning out my senses
It's drowning out my thoughts
This has got oh so
confusing
And I've only got myself to blame
I can't believe...oh what was I thinking
I've only got my self to blame
You mean
nothing to me
And you never f*****g did
I can't stand to listen to your excuses anymore
I can only pray that you feel so
alone
A guilty conscience hangs over your head
I can't believe...oh what was I thinking
I've only got myself to blame
But
maybe I'm the only one to blame in all of this
I've got nothing to depend on anymore