Destructive, discouraging, isolated
Words that describe a secluded mind
In stillness I wither, yet deserted and
enshrined
Away from my wasted core
Where structure has faded...
A shadow that I crave to ignore
In solitude I am
reflected
No more contempt for me to obtain
The chain of endurance, broken in motion
Once the portals lock one by
one
Restrain what may never become again
Questions that have to be replied
A shadow that wants to be fed
One life that has
to be taken
I am not the one to decide
Systematic procedures and regulation
In general perspective
As common as the rise
of dawn
Yet appalling to me
Like the coming of a deadly storm
Solitude reflected
Socially rejected
Fragments of the
past
To painful to confront
Yet I am conscious of my task...
As retribution lurks from below
Decisions should have been
made
Fear, a life span taken by phobias
Limited are the paths to take
Narrow is the path to euphoria
