These Bleak Enshrined Emotions
These bleak feelings enshrined within
The clouds of the past
Emotions as dead
As
the decaying autumn leaves
Now that I have lost you
To the sands of time,
Only pain is left
When a loved one dies.
What is
the point of going on
When all I've lived for in life is gone,
Depression remains.
Manic depressive
Painful
existence
Meaningless life
Devoid of feeling
What is left?
I'm dead inside
Let death take me
Forging on in spite of
myself,
Living on through self torment,
In losing you I've destroyed myself,
I'm of the grave.
Through all the pain I've
suffered since you died
Blaming myself for all that transpired,
My life null of positive emotion,
In depression I've no will to
go on.