[Music: Englund / Zander / Danhage / Ekdahl]
Lord, if you don't help me I can't get through this.
I'm too old for games,
And I'm tired of rhetoric, meaningless rhetoric that never changes things...
Just help me...
I was feeling god's pain and I've never had anything that's been any worth to god,
In my fifty years
that wasn't born in agony, never, never...
And I know that sermons won't do it,
I know that revelation won't do
Covenant won't do it,
I know now, oh my god do I know it...
Until I'm in agony,
Until I'm in anguish over it,
I broke down and I wept and I mourned,
Does it matter to you at all?
I can't handle
I can barely make it into here...
Little by little you're losing me, you're almost caught...
People I know that were my friends,
I've seen them go one by one, some of my closest friends...
You're changing from
what you were,
Little by little somethings happening to you...
Will he bring you to your knees?
the devil wants to do take the fight out of you, and kill it,
So you won't in prayer anymore,
So you won't weep before god
Go to HELL,
No weeping, not another pray, it's all ruined, no nothing
This is life and death - and the walls go down and
ruin sets in...
Where's the tears?
Where's the mourning?
Where's the confessing?
The love of Christ?
The agony of
WE... HAVE SINNED!!!