Once again life is killing me
This time I know there's no way back
Left alone, abandoned
Without any chance in
tomorrow
You're gone forever
As I try to find a reason for this
Endlessly wondering why
You burned away all I was
living for
Remembrances are all I still own of you
As I lie in my bed, drunk, confused
Flashes of our past passing before
my eyes
Just like dying, endlessly dreaming of you
Dreaming of forgotten words and smiles
Trying to push away the need to
harm myself
I feel is growing deep inside of me
I feel I will have to carve this pain upon my skin
Loneliness arises from
the past
I will not bear this torment longer
As I try to sleep to heal this madness
But this bed now seems to be like my tomb
Now I know it's all too late to save me
I keep on dreaming of past years
I can't feel that warmth anymore
You turned
my existence in a terminal disease
I know all I once called life ends today
As you disappear forever, flying far away
All
emotions inside of me are dead and gone
I can't stand this silence, but now I'm alone
I'm alone
Where have you gone when I
needed you?
Never again