I've had a fight with my husband
He gave me a lifelong experience
He got home in the middle of the night
He was
intoxicated - totally drunk
I was talking to him about our future
When I got hits on my face
Total lack of morality
Living
inside stupidity
An animal instinct lived behind his eyes
Which was forced on me through his arms
Why have I married you?
I
asked myself lying on the ground
Then I passed out, my body collapsed
Next scene in my mind:
His voice calling my name
Facing
down in the anteroom
My arms nailed to the floor
He was standing by me, holding something huge
You're gonna die tonight!
The
disillusion was more than pain inside me
All my dream were shattered away
Blood on my hands, tears in my eyes
Empty thoughts in
his head
How could I escape from this nightmare
Why does he enjoy it? Thinking... and then
Terrible pain strikes my
backbones
He attacks me with a rolling pin
He is disgusting, hate him, hate myself
I've chosen this man, I can't believe
it!
He went tired, I passed a out again
Waking in the hospital - a real nightmare begins
Now I'm just lying here
This bed will
be my prison - forever
He took my life, my future
Everything that once I had