Upon the grave of guilt she lay
Engulfed with fear of what may lay beneath
A fragile shell of emotions
Oh...so dark
within a mortal coil
Enshrouded in silence she screams
Falling through the vortex (of scattered thoughts)
Tortured by confusion
and fear:
of what may breed within her heart
...Vulnerable soul exposed to the dark
...A faint illusion of humanity in
decline
The vault of horrid memories
Revealing the fundamentum naturae of man
Painful groan leaves her lips
A pervertion
of psychogenesis
Revealing the fundamentum naturae of man
Private sickness of wicked dreams
The qualities only flesh is heir
to
A malevolent pleasure of inhumanity
Clad in a cloak of sheded tears
A phantasmal scene in the dark
...sensation of the
worst nightmares
something has broken down deep inside
A regression deep into the utmost pain
The ultimate callapse of conscious
mind
The needs that make the beast of man
The passions far beyond the sane
Devoured by feeling of absolute exhaustion
The
fear crawls atop her clandestine flame
Chimeras of entwined figures:(so obscene)
The Inner Fear of what might not have been
In
quest for relief of mental affliction
Desperately drowning in abject despair
An immolation of futile morality
To the principles
of ecstasy...
Clad in a cloak of sheded tears
Ravenous soul embracing the dark
...sensation of the worst nightmares
Blood
drops on the tip of her tongue
An experience of the utmost pleasure
The ultimate delight of horrid crimes
A malignant grin on the
face of sin
The sense of vicious ravishing
The scent of Inner Fear fills the night
The sanity drowns in pleasure of
pain
Delirious laugh thrills the debris of mind
The needs that make the beast of man
Sheer ecstasy:akin to spasm
The Inner
Fear that still burns inside
Never before she felt such alleviation
Such a reconciliation with what she was
As the entire
life drains from cleft veins
Wetting the ground she once walked...