Since the mournful day she died
I've committed no crime
I'm living with my black heart
Huddled up like a
child
Gold dust underneath my feet
I'll reach Heaven's gates
I'm living by the black light
I sense the smell of
blood
I remember her dress of blood
My face drowning in there
Just screaming in the black night
Praying not to be
there
Heartache, pain - all that remain
It's raining in my heart
I can still hear their sad barks
Of the dogs of
hell
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I can't turn around
Death's ghost is behind
I can't go away
I need to cast off my bonds
I can't
live
I can play
By the Devil's rules
But I can't like a game
When the dice are loaded
By a sadistic cheater
I can
play with madness
But I can't bring her back
Back to life...
My heart spills out all over the floor
I don't want to live
anymore
I only stay in the dark
I cry every blessed day
I won't say that I'm innocent
But I've paid for my crimes
I
have explored my dark side
I'm very close to death.