Living life, don't you cry
My life, pain is God
Many nights; painful thoughts occur
Yell at me, again I run
In denial, I tried to be your friend
I tried to be a good boy
All I seen, I hate deep inside
Startle me, someone save me
Now these memories fill my heart
They bury me
All I want to do is kill you
(You are not my real mother, so should I beat and stab and f**k her?)
All I want to do is kill you
(You are not my real mother, so should I beat and stab and f**k her?)
All I want to do is kill you
(You are not my real mother, so should I beat and stab and f**k her?)
All I want to do is kill you
(You are not my real mother, so should I beat and stab and f**k her?)
Looking back
I was never ever right
You were my step mom who always wanted me out of your sight
I would come walkn' in, and I'd say hello
But you slap me and you made some f****d up comment about my clothes
But I tried to let it pass
But the visions in my head were with you with a knife up your a*s
But you werent dead
So I popped some more caps in your a*s
Not your son
Its not your fault
Mother f*****g b***h never try to blame me!
You made my life, not, so
All I want to do is kill you
All I want to do is kill you
All I want to do is kill you
(You are not my real mother, so should I beat and stab and f**k her?)
All I want to do is kill you
(You are not my real mother, so should I beat and stab and f**k her?)
Wish you were dead now!
Now
Right now
How can I cry over someone I never loved?
How can I cry over someone I never loved?
Never loved
Never loved
