I'm dazed and contused alone now feeling confused one more time
I'm f****d up animosity has been struck up
You were supposed
to be my friends this not so good thing how it ends
There is no way to make amends forced to my knees - I'm screaming
Beat down
and raised up p**s half fills the loving cup
Our bonding now breaking been giving - now I'm taking
Tried hard to be the best I could
brought home with violence how good
Acting only as told I should again I'm down and bleeding this pattern
repeats - spiralling
around me
Spiralling round me - this pattern repeats.
Respect - no way man I'm bored it's out of hand
The time has come to close
the door I just can't take this anymore
You're anal and you make me sick so get the f**k right off my dick
You filthy dirty lying
whores I just can't take this any f*****g more
I'm lonely and I've drawn a blank worked so hard with no thanks
Push through dirt to
find the way out left alone in the house of doubt
The face that looks at me is dead killed by the bad things in my head
Push me
again if you dare I'm past the point of pretending to care
I'm starting to wonder what friends are for.