Post Dramatic/Enigmatic trauma
Here we go again
Every days the same/Oh how I dread beginnings
Still awaiting my, still
awaiting my end
Alone and Distraught/Here I lay
Slightly fevered from today
Cannot bare what they say
Self loathing, I'll
fade away (away)
Just leave me lying here
I'll close my eyes/escape this life
and sleep to pass the time
Oh How I miss
the days... were golden
But now deprived
Pondering the question
Why the f**k are we alive?
Growing older now, My skies turn to
gray
If killing is a sin, then I can't win
and all hope is lost
An act to seal my fate
I can't I am afraid
To inflict
the pain, to create my own demise
Oh please, release me from the pain of living
Beyond Comprehension
Victim of
Circumstance
Lost with no direction
I can't face the day again
The hole that I have made
The fear that it creates
To
know that I can't go on
But I don't have the guts to end it all
Oh please, release me from this never ending hell
and I dream
a thousand years astray
Just close my eyes and wish to die and never see again
When I wake there shall be no today
Only deaden
eyes that welcome me away
into obscurity
Release me
Help me find
The door that will open
Release me
Slipping
away again
Struggling to find my way
...the light that I can't find
Will pain Subside?