I feel the call, the eternity I can't prevail
by ages of distress and a life so enslaved
memories from my past crawling
closer
can this lonely night come forth again?
I hide myself surrounded by shadows
I'm alone within darkness with deep
tearful eyes
I feel so afraid, cold and alone
but she's within my heart, mind and soul
Nothing seems to be worth living
for
my end so near and so real
my nocturnal desire must final stand
I can't live through them once again
With no strength
left I force myself through the rain
I can't feel my future, only my mind's pain
towards my end I'm crawling
just thinking of her
with deep mourning eyes
please forgive my beloved
I must end my life and leave you crying behind