deserted... forsaken... abandoned...
where is the promised land?
where is the eden you told me about?
that once seized my heart?
where are your warm, helpful hands?
yeah... now i see... you are all dead
abandoned by friends i've never really had
this is the price we pay for being ourselves
solitude and sorrow for choosing
my own way
these are my gardens of sweetest pain
now i swallow my bitter tears
i kill the pain that poisoned my heart
i p**s on your graves
i dance alone
my hateful dance of victory
stronger than ever