How can such intense love just turn to a hello
Confusion is twisting my mind
Emptiness is filling me
So alone is how I
feel
Losing the grip on reality
The pills don't help at all
I want to feel reality
GOD is so real
Suicide is raping my
brain
From this I must restrain
I don't want this pain
It's sending me insane
I've felt God's love before
I need it and
want it again
The answers not in a needle
And mary jane is not my friend
I drink up
I fall down
Jesus I need your
help
And I need it now
False fulfilment is so wrong
My soul feels so dry
Christ, I reach out my hands for you
Dear God,
please save me from myself
I no longer wish to die
God has shown me a purpose in life
To help and show others the
light
And to be a servant of CHRIST