Versuri Moker - Last Note
Album: Moker - Translating The Pain
Yo listen up. This song goes out to Rodney Hulin He was a prisoner in Texas, hung himself on January 26, 1996 Before that he wrote a suicide letter. This is what he wrote To all my family, friends that I ever knew, it's been very difficult to live a good stable live. From the very beginning when a was a small child, I was abused sexually, emotionally, mentally and physically by my father But I forgive him for what he has done in my life. I can't live mistreated, lied and stolen from. Most of all being hurt for all the things you have done. I've been behind bars for 8 year of my life. From the very beginning when I was a small child, I was abused sexually and physically by my father. I'm very sorry to end my life this way but if I don't do this someone else surely will. I truly regret all the s**t I've said. I wish that I could take it all back. but in the end I will be better off dead. I'm very sorry to end my life this way. I truly regret all the s**t I've said. I wish that I could take it all back. I'm saying I rather die on my free will than be killed, that's why I must do this. Before I go, when I say being hurt, I found forgiveness. For those who have hurt me in my life. Which has been a very short one, only 17 f*****g years, since I was placed in prison July 31. I have found myself to be more mental and emotionally destroyed than I have ever been caused by these four walls. I want all of my family, friends including my current girlfriend Misty Mosher, to know that I love them all even after this cruel act. I wish I could be with you all but spiritually I definitely am. I'm very sorry to hurt all of you this way. That's why I wrote this last note.