so you say that she has died today
i wish i could say i care in any way
why is it so alarming to believe
that even
with death you won't infect me
it's overwhelming don't you see to realise all she couldn't be
but even when she had a chance
it disappeared so cold and fast
i know it's something hard for you when there is nothing you can do
and you'd expect i'd feel the
same, you'd expect i feel ashamed
this is how i am, i don't care for you anymore
this is what i've become, there is no way
you'll understand
there is no truth, there is nothing,
there is no truth there are only lies
there is no truth, this is
everything,
there is no truth there is only mine
it's overwhelming don't you see to realise all you couldn't be
you put
your thoughts in what has passed to find a strength that cannot last
i know it's something hard for you when there is nothing you can
do
and you'd expect i'd feel the same but i will never feel ashamed...