It burns my consciousness and I
This consumption
My thoughts scrambled into flashes
Those images of power
Of life, of
death
Overloaded, shutdown
The absolute never
The absolute never
Security is opaque
I'll never grasp
safety
Deviation
When will I finally learn?
Exposed I am weak, I am vulnerable
I crave this addiction
I crave the
taste
I crave the taste
You were everything to me
But still, I question your existence in my life
Nothing holds true
to me
Nothing is my world
I've cried, I've screamed as you killed me
I am the undead, the meaningless
Forced to compromise
all of my values
A mannequin plastic and lifeless
Illusions cast into my pitted world
Was my life ever really mine to
decide?
Or must I crawl in this searing heat in this asylum you've always relied
on?
I devour souls
Stay divine forget me
existence
As for me I remain in solitude til judgement day
Fear me forever
Love is a tool to excavate the innocent
Leave
and never look back
I'll be waiting foot steps away