Dare to embrace this wrongful healing
I've tried to change cause life has it's ways
Bent with I'm bent with this feeling
thoughts start to
drain me bury the reasons why
Restless my mind seems so restless torn from the strain
confused and
deranged
Sick with I'm sick from this pleading reflection's weight
with great frustration
Trapped inside myself
Caught
again, ,never ending
Please take this all away
Countless attempts to push forward
Hell lives within me death seems to haunt
me
Fear of losing this handle
I'll always hate this I'll never shake this cursed