(and as the sun goes down I cry myself to sleep)
I watch the bugs crawling across my skin
Now that you are gone, I can let
things crumble
And though it seems that this was meant to be
It's so hard to see and all I do is stumble
The candles burn but
it's still too dark
I have given up so it's not worth trying
I'll face the truth when I think I can
Try to understand what I love
denying
I'm only
Falling through the cracks
I'm only
Losing my will to live
I'm only
Broken and beaten down
I'm
only... I'm only
I've got to go this place is poison now
Now that you are gone and your ghost ignores me
I beg and plead with
eternity
But this fantasy I see abhors me
The visions come during day or night
Angels, devils pray on my weak
condition
And out of reach there's a tiny light
That could set things right if I could change position
I'm only
Falling
through the cracks
I'm only
Losing my will to live
I'm only
Broken and beaten down
I'm only... I'm only
If only the
sun could spare me this pain
I would open up the doors and let him in
And look into his eyes
Just burn away your lies
Tear you
from my heart and from my soul
I'm only
Falling through the cracks
I'm only
Losing my will to live
I'm only
Broken
and beaten down
I'm only... I'm only [2x]