Yeah. Now I f*****g get it what you meant
when you said moving as far as I can will change everything
I never understood it than but I understand it now
the options are slim-the placements perfect no one knows me here
And all those minutes I spent screaming at the wall.
Hoping maybe your picture could answer back
and sometimes yes sometimes I wish I didn’t care.
Yes sometimes I wish I could never hear your voice.
Than maybe this would be easy-maybe this would be as simple
as the way I hurt you with out thought
or reason without a shred of compassion…
and for the f**k ups I’m never coming home.
It’s so easy when there is someone else to blame
But I see that same f*****g face every f*****g day.
I’m spending every second wishing I could take it all back
And you were so f*****g different
This is the end
I never got it I never knew what you meant
You only appreciate someone when there f*****g gone
And you kept drinking, until I didn’t exist
well I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m desperate
I’m sorry and for once I’m speechless.