God bless my curse. why heal? this gift hurts. The
fire has died? still i'm
tortured by the burn inside. but you didn't
have
f*****g thing to do with
it, you never played a g*****n part in it, i've given
so much i'll die in
it, you still feel its
your right to f**k with it....i
was never pushed, i
f*****g let go, you never pushed me you f**k, you
think i'd give you
the
pleasure? Fail. I hope you fail in your life, i know
you've failed in your
mind...i've learnt what faliure is about, you
f*****g
dead sure i won't try?
if i cry then i can't see, these blood soaked tears
set me free, i drowned
these tears so i can
see reality inside of me....i was
never pushed, i
f*****g let go, you never pushed me you f**k, you
think i'd give you
the
pleasure? is that what you believe, is that what you
f*****g wanna hear? you
f*****g know i'm real, you f*****g know i'm
here...i
know you inside out, i
know you better than i know myself......i serve you
better than i serve
myself...why? why, why
is this in me. i'm breathing,
i'm praying to that
selfish god within me, to that hollow god that stalks
you. praise
your
g*****n life, fulfill your g*****n life...praise your
goddamned life,
fulfill your goddamned life. stillborn liar,
wartorn
liar, forlorn liar. i
may fail but you have to pick me up to see, i may fail
but you have to test
me out to see. i may
fail but you have to pick me up
to see, i may fail but
you have to test me out to see. you scatter, but i
have to gather,
fallen
all over and i will gather. you scatter, but i have to
gather, fallen all
over and i will gather. why?
