Catabolic devastation
Unexpected inner fear
New perspective born from this
Departure from myself
The end of this
process
Its something I cant see
This inner fear is killing me
The rise of agony
A kind of private day of doom
Pain is
everywhere
Fear! Fear!
Growing in my head
My mind my hell
What a f*****g trick!
Id better kill the liar
My
newborn dirty twin
Its I against me
Me and my disease
Inner fear
Force injected pain
Burying me alive
My body is my
grave
Post-traumatic damage
Decreasing self-esteem
I am losing grip
On my reality
I cannot understand this
Whats
happening to me?
I know this is the way
My ego talks to me
Ive got to focus on my needs
And dig inside myself
Inner
fear
Force injected pain
Im still alive
Im back from the grave
From my grave
With renewed strength
Back to
life
Its time
To kick a*s again
