a cycle reborn and abused
pry into subconcious pain
find these fearful solutions
pride wears a mask of ignorance
speak
these simple words of balance
losing tolerance... don't stutter a word
a kiss... a touch... a knife... my blood
progression...
regression...
pressed for your time
my moves are silent
as i break through loses
i sat and looked and lost the days
no
simple answers...
lend a spare hand
i'll leave behind
the darkened idea inside
a plague of neglect
to my brothers of the
past
the struggle for delirium
a small white padded room
a cross-breed instinct
symptoms of a youth alone
left behind a
soul-less behind
criminal in the eyes of all
slap to the face... for disgrace
a father's pride... fullfill this dream
i hate
pride... not a part of my dreams
tension builds... idols destroyed
this instinct... release of all
glorify pain... for self
high
hands of time... patient stride
teach others more... personal gain
these lovely thoughts
coated in silky sickness
a
depressive contraceptive
for my actions
my body and mind stronger
at youngest point of life
let this tenderness i have
fall
in flames
no release... grip... hold tight
the warm kiss of sensual delight
touch this smile...
the locked-down
love
chained deep inside
a mistrust faith... i can't relate
lately i can't tolerate
repress myself... kept my mouth shut
no
longer will i pain myself
i've got something inside
that i'll never hide
no drug-induced thought
not even an unsober
word
my actions are pure...
make my discipline heard
i've lied here for the longest time
now is the time, make a stand
i
push too hard, nothing too lose
will not get out... stand-off