I witnessed blissful revelations, and succumbed in desolation
Each days empowered by nightmarish deceptions
Seeking
retribution in the lowest of lifeform
Breathing hazardous clouds of decrepitude
Oh it hurts, those piercing adumbrations of
shadowrealms
Plunged my conceptions in total disharmony
I've seen brighter days...
Whispers of inverted splendor
Ttearing
my sanity apart
Choked cruelly and tortured by forlorn purity
Scarred and lacerated
Weaping my life, head's down
Violated
by darkness of my thoughts, left unsane
Bleeding the pain of thousand sins, I'm drowning...
Bestruck by fear of what grasped my
essence
Showed me shades of all illusions
Cloaked and embraced by obscurity unbearable
Clutching hands of those who fell by
weakness
Feeding on life still warm of flesh surrounding me
Funeral deviance sickening my existence
Staggering in
corruption
Blood and tears maculated deep within
Roaming in hypnotic, cadaverous loneliness
Cycle of inexistence
Imploded and
disrupted my conscience
Ashamed and repulsed by my own need
That cannot be appeased nor explained anyhow
I've transcended death
and reality...
Enfrosted and strangled in haze
I was reborn in repugnance and without compassion
Still ablaze by mortal
failure ,I drifted
Toward realms of chaotic prosperity
Benighted and supreme
Backstabbed in hateful disdain, is how love
embraced me
So cold are those shivers of unearthly anguishes
Driving my mind in repulsive, passionless disgust
Devoided of any
life, I lay there drowning in my own misery
Death cleansed somehow, it adorned the chaos