Far from the eternal horizons
Far from the gates of sleep
Guarded by unspeakable demons
(Where) I lived endless
(Where) I beheld the pale moon of sorrow
(Where) my agony ran away like a howl out of my mouth
(Where) my eyes were
petrified by fear!!
I roam for centuries over the vast oceans
Under the fierce black clouds
Torn by lightnings and
I saw the eternal kingdoms rose!!!!
I ran like a wolf
Under enormous trees of primordial forests
Where the leaves
Cause a strange chill
Knowing that sometime? ? it will appear
You feel its shadow and its grotesque sight
like a hunted animal
At the mercy of the ruthless predator!!!!
I traveled over snowy mountains
I was hearing screaming of
pleasure and terror
When the night covered them and the sky
As a sweet lover, kissed their peaks
I crossed dead rivers
of cursed lakes - I saw!!!! - life!!!
I walked into vast deserted palaces
In endless chambers
I scrutinize occult
My tear was petrified by looking
At strange figures!!!
Everlasting melancholy, everlasting loneliness
pain, everlasting blasphemy!
I saw life rose from the water,
I saw the truth I didn't wish to know!!!
I heard hysterical
Of invisible demons
Rose out of deep green swamp
In the vertigo of eternity.
How insuperable is my spirit's
How huge the size of my condemnation
No salvation I can find
I couldn't even remember
I couldn't even describe
I wish I
could die - to forget -!!!
Everlasting melancholy, everlasting loneliness,
Everlasting pain, everlasting blasphemy!!!!