something infests me when I'm alone
it's lunacy
I want to vomit, spit out my life
so q***r is seems
retract your
reverence and slander me
I'm the traitor of mine
a close-up picture of my lost chastity
there's nothing left of me
anymore
and no rain can wash away those bloody tears
as sweet sounds of destruction reach my ears
red lips like roses call my
name
but laughter is all the woman of now hears
in gloom I wander, it batters me
though I subsist of it
the smell of
incense arouses me
abeyance maddens me
a ginger sunset is my caress
as I expire
as music's fading I fade within
there's
nothing left of me anymore
and no rain can wash away those bloody tears
as sweet sounds of destruction reach my ears
red lips
like roses call my name
but laughter is all the woman of now hears